Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I did it

Ok I did it. I called and I got voicemail (whew!) and I left a rambling message about how sorry I was for her loss and that I was ok and I gave her my email and told her that was the best way to contact me. I said I was sorry I hadn't called sooner. That was it. Probably not enough, but at least I did it. I wish I knew why this was so hard for me. I'm afraid that there is something really wrong with me and I'm a horrible person incapable of truly caring about other people. It makes me sad.

2 comments:

Jami said...

Theres nothing wrong with you and your far from a horrible person. You do what you have to do in life. I luv u girl!

Amberkins said...

Thank you. I luv you too!